Blitz 8: U-Pick Villians - game over

[Cheetory6]

Thanks for hosting far.
I honestly just don't think I'm in the right place to be playing a game like this anymore.
I'm sorry for bringing drama to this game. I'm just really tired.

[Cheetory6]

Nah I caused some drama this game. It was partially residual drama from me pushing Mollie as scum in Pie/Sakura's Mana game.
I got pissed off and said mean shit.
It's becoming increasingly recurring for me in mafia.
No matter how good I feel I play, I feel like I'm still just being a piece of shit most of the time.
:/

And yes, this isn't just an alt-related thing.
I distinctly recall being a huge piece of shit in two of my last town-games on my main so if anything I feel like I just can't handle playing anymore.

[Cheetory6]

Not really sure what you mean.

[Cheetory6]

Like, I feel like there was this precedence of tension between us before this game even started.
And it bubbled to the surface before too long.

I got pissed off for a variety of reasons.
Partially because I feel like most of us weren't working together in a way that was really frustrating and partially my fault.
But also because I just find mafia really frustrating in general lately.
And I could go on and on with excuses, but at the end of the day all I can say is that I regret continuing to play something that I know puts me in a place where I act a lot more awful than I do in most other contexts.

[Cheetory6]

I've been equally mean in most town games on my main lately.
I don't know how I can make that more clear.

[Cheetory6]

Literally Gorkington was just a way for me to not have to try as hard.
Because there were like 6 games I played in a row recently where everyone thought I was scummy as town for not being obvtown at the very start of D1.

[Cheetory6]

Cheet is Gork, what?

Holy Hell

Yeah. I'd always meant to apologize for Bulge's game.
I was just being silly, but I guess it came across like I was insulting you.
:/