Like, if you look at the first game I started playing on this acvount before fleeing from my blacklistee, I literally didn't offer a single read, and just pushed back at people who wanted them or had them. So it feels like Dragon was trying to meta me for actually offering something of a read, despite saying he wasn't, and I actually do kinda want to play more confidently on this account now, so this all has so much wrong with it without even getting into other reasons.
But explaining that isn't gonna make me look any better.
Even if I dream, even if I cry, even if I get hurt
Reality keeps coming recklessly!
I can't lose my place, the worth of my existence
In order to protect myself
I'm thinking of going after Hu for doing so much to establish herself as town, after she's had a run of getting voted out day one a lot. She'd be more sensitive about that and care if she was scum here.
Or just go "screw that, I don't have reads, y'all crazy"
Even if I dream, even if I cry, even if I get hurt
Reality keeps coming recklessly!
I can't lose my place, the worth of my existence
In order to protect myself
Even if I dream, even if I cry, even if I get hurt
Reality keeps coming recklessly!
I can't lose my place, the worth of my existence
In order to protect myself
I think you can decide something is within someone’s scum range even if they’ve never done it before
And it’s not like duelist commented on some out-there gambit or something, it was literally just you throwing reads out there early
which also i feel like you do that all the time lol hence you making a thread about how to not throw reads out there so easily
YES YES YES
I still don't really understand why Dragon had to out me as an alt and make that the center of discussion. :/ His argument didn't even make sense and I can't figure out if it's because he was pushing me in bad faith or was just being stubborn
it's honestly very frustrating to me and now dragon isn't even here so i'm not going to be able to figure that one out
I'm thinking Gimli is pretty towny, it's not a good look for him to go after me so hard when I've done basically nothing so far and look like low hanging fruit. Unless Gimli is truly feeling desperate, I suppose... but even then he seems pretty sure of themselves in a towny way so I'm going to give him a pass for now
hu tao feels a lot worse to me. she feels sure of herself but the confidence on gimli being scum feels like she's interested in pushing agenda. a lot of her posts seem based around asserting herself as town and getting people to listen to her but she doesn't seem to be reconsidering anything at all
Oh boy, if my main is figured out I think some of that would not go down well at all. And I'm not trying to be a super mystery, I've already dropped a hint to Hu in the PT.
I'm also not going to be able to engage meaningfully until after work in several hours, I'll work on this then.
Kinda wanna do a drive by and say Gimli is role-playing Flavor Leaf
Even if I dream, even if I cry, even if I get hurt
Reality keeps coming recklessly!
I can't lose my place, the worth of my existence
In order to protect myself
Even if I dream, even if I cry, even if I get hurt
Reality keeps coming recklessly!
I can't lose my place, the worth of my existence
In order to protect myself
Even if I dream, even if I cry, even if I get hurt
Reality keeps coming recklessly!
I can't lose my place, the worth of my existence
In order to protect myself
It'll be interesting to see Jackson's take I guess. He was in the game I replaced into where I had a PR and played really confidently which led to me feeling like I want to do that more on this account, so he might actually think I'm hard-nosed and confident like I'm trying to come across here.
Also it's funny because DE was so wrong about accusing me of knowing Gimli's meta but I think I might actually be starting to see it now. Which I wouldn't be able to do without knowing his alignment already, along with other things.
Even if I dream, even if I cry, even if I get hurt
Reality keeps coming recklessly!
I can't lose my place, the worth of my existence
In order to protect myself
Even if I dream, even if I cry, even if I get hurt
Reality keeps coming recklessly!
I can't lose my place, the worth of my existence
In order to protect myself
How concerned should we be? I'm considering asking Klick if he's figured out who I am (I suspect he has), admitting I was fudging with reads a bit at the start because I want to play more assertively so I took a bit of a fake it until you make it approach, and siding with him. It's probably gonna look worse to him if he knows and I try to stay hidden. This is probably me catastrophisizing though, I spent an entire year rolling town and have essentially zero actual scum experience so it's hard to shrug off things like that.
Even if I dream, even if I cry, even if I get hurt
Reality keeps coming recklessly!
I can't lose my place, the worth of my existence
In order to protect myself
Even if I dream, even if I cry, even if I get hurt
Reality keeps coming recklessly!
I can't lose my place, the worth of my existence
In order to protect myself