Mini 2065 - Access Point [Endgame]

[Alisae]

Like I know you more then you know yourself

It wouldn't have mattered if I made that post or if I didn't, you would have that attitude.
And in a game where the most important thing is being liked, something I have actual issues with due to the fact that I'm so god dam insecure.

[insomnia]

Let’s vig roster

[Alisae]

no we vig the obvscum that is BRVR

[RuiRui]

If I get nked send Alisae

RuiRui shoots you
RuiRui points to this post to discredit me

If that goes to F3 she can win that fairly easily.

What do you mean? For us to both be in final 3 we'd have to be AP'd today and tomorrow, if you get sent d2 then why does insomnia dying the next day mean anything? Plus I'd push for Ank. If I get sent d2 then I can't be shooting anyone - I noticed in the rules that the mafia can only talk to each other during the night.

[RCEnigma]

Just her to prodge and vote at some point. Good fun.

[Alisae]

If both of the Suicidal Day Vigilantes hit town, mafia immediately wins the game.

If BRVR flips scum, then we can shoot rooster

[RuiRui]

I kind of feel like bvrv is pushing me into the ap with the expectation that they'll be shot today

which makes me kind of side-eye you then asking for that to be shot :/

[Alisae]

If I get nked send Alisae

RuiRui shoots you
RuiRui points to this post to discredit me

If that goes to F3 she can win that fairly easily.

What do you mean? For us to both be in final 3 we'd have to be AP'd today and tomorrow, if you get sent d2 then why does insomnia dying the next day mean anything? Plus I'd push for Ank. If I get sent d2 then I can't be shooting anyone - I noticed in the rules that the mafia can only talk to each other during the night.

The F3 I'm talking about is NSG/Ank/You
I'm talking about a scenario where Ank is AP'd, and in night insomnia was shot to attempt to discredit me from being AP'd.

[Alisae]

I kind of feel like bvrv is pushing me into the ap with the expectation that they'll be shot today

which makes me kind of side-eye you then asking for that to be shot :/

GL shooting me has to do with the fact that I think GL can literally never trust me.
It has nothing to do with game tbh

[Alisae]

I honestly think I should leave thread before I have a fucking panic attack due to my insecurities and the fact that I don't actually know how to do anything about that.

[Ankamius]

Alisae do you believe NSG and I will be able to sort each other properly in the AP?

[Ankamius]

we can talk about the game afterwards if you like

[RuiRui]

Alisae relax

I'm town, I'm not going to nitpick about you if we're alive on day 3, I trust your slot to be town

[Alisae]

Alisae do you believe NSG and I will be able to sort each other properly in the AP?

The only scenario I'm worried she wouldn't sort me correctly is one where I am AP'd D3 and you are AP'd today.

[RuiRui]

Does anybody here think that RCEnigma can be scum if I'm town?

[GuiltyLion]

And in a game where the most important thing is being liked, something I have actual issues with due to the fact that I'm so god dam insecure.

I like you Alisae! I just have a lot of respect for your skills at this game

[insomnia]

Yeah

[Alisae]

Alisae relax

I really really wish I could tbh
it has nothing to do with the game its just problems that have been dealing with for years that recently just came to light

I'm still at the stage where I'm panicing because I don't know how to deal with the fact that I am really insecure due to how my parents raised me but thats drama that doesn't need to be in thread

but yeah, having only RECENTLY come to that realization, yeah, I'm in the stage where I'm panicing atm.

[rosterfoster]

Alisae is very town. Can we not just send this?

[GuiltyLion]

okay well if it changes anything I'm now like astronomically less paranoid of you being scum and mostly thinking this is just auto

[insomnia]

Roster can you stop posting please

[RuiRui]

I'm ok with Alisae in the AP too

[Alisae]

Yeah its auto dude.
I hate the fact that I have to literally break down and panic about it, because when I came back to the site, I said that I didn't want to emotionally break down in games anymore, and I've made efforts to try to become an overall be happier and be better and reformed from the person who always caused drama in teh games they were in and made games about themselves and always emotionally broke down like a depressive fuckwad every game.

[Alisae]

I'm sorry I'm trying to change I don't wanna be like that anymore I'm sorry

[Alisae]

I wanna go crazy in thread but I'm trying so fucking hard to refrain from doing that but I just can't stop thinking about wanting to apologize about that.