Thank you so much for all the support, folks! I very much enjoyed playing with almost all of you (except 4nxi3ty until he "reformed"; then it was cool).
I'll respond in more detail tomorrow to other post-game comments. I just keep shaking my head, though, when people say I improved as I went on. I'm not sure how they can think that? I mean, let's take, for example, "the real kicker for me" in finally choosing between Amrun and Snake.
In post 1671, saulres wrote:The real kicker for me is, I don't believe scum knew that Luxury was going to be vigged. I think they thought either Amrun or Junpei would be, most likely Junpei. (And I actually had PMed DDD to vig Junpei even before the day ended. I just changed it after second-guessing myself.) Luxury would be anti-Amrun and pro-Snake. It's WIFOM, but if you believe, as I do, that they had
no reason at all
to think Luxury wouldn't be around today, then it's much less so.
Yep, no way at all scum would expect that Luxury wouldn't be around on Day 5. None whatsoever.
See, I don't think I improved, and I'm not sure exactly what everyone saw that makes them think I did. I basically followed the same pattern I did in all the other games I've played onsite: Days 1 and 2 I look very scummy no matter what I do, then people realize that it's just how I play and I look mostly town. Hell, in the other game I won, even after the game ended I
had trouble making people think I was town...
(Actually I could say the same thing about Fishy in this game. When I was doing my full re-read-through, I kept thinking "Yep, Fishy's scum" and had to correct myself because it was well after he was lynched
But I digress...)
I look forward to reading the QTs when I get more of a chance.
As to my "retirement" -- again, I thank you for your support saying that I shouldn't. The thing is, it's not my feeling that I'm not a good player and having so many losses before the last two wins (yay!). It's that, as you can probably tell, I overthink things too much. And by that, I mean I'm thinking about them
almost all the time
. Twice this game I woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't get back to sleep; if you look at my post times you'll see a couple which are way out of synch with the others. It's actually become unhealthy for me to play. It saddens me that I can't shut it out of my mind, but there it is. So Junpei, it's not because I lost my motivation -- it's because I had too
much
motivation
Finally (for now), DDD, I've thanked you in PMs throughout the game but I'm gonna do it again publicly. Thank you very much for allowing me to play in the game, and for running such an entertaining and intriguing mystery. The thing I liked about the first game I played (offsite, before coming here) was it was also closed, and I was trying to figure out who could do what and what the setup was. That's what I really like, and what I sorely missed in the other games I've played onsite. The flavor was entertaining and supremely consistent (I had often thought "If I send the tiger after Roy is it a guaranteed kill?" and laughed when I saw the roles and realized that Junpei suggested
his own suicide.) Absolutely wonderful game.