In post 12687, MagnaofIllusion wrote:Drixx wrote:Magna is an example of the worst shit on this site. The people with older join dates are always trying to tell people how to play and are super preachy judgy assholes to newer people. It's like gigantic e-dick slapping. Some of the worst people on this site are among the ones with older join dates who think that entitles them to be god of mafia and dictate to others how to play. To my knowledge I've never played with that guy before, and this game makes me never want to play with him again.
@Drixx
- I will certainly make sure to keep my "worst shit on site" self out of games that you are commited to first also.
If you've never been frustrated at someone and vented in a semi-private place before, then please feel free to condemn me for being momentarily irritated with you. Cerberus told me you were irritated with me while I was finishing the copy of our slack logs to our hydra PT, and I had to ask him why. I had no recollection of being irritated with you and was legit confused why you would be upset with me.
When I say I don't hold grudges, I mean it. I literally can't even remember what made me post that. Whatever it was, it was a momentary frustration and I vented it and moved on.
The underlying point is something that has been the case with some players on the site; however, my memory here at the end says that you are
NOT
actually among the small group of people who have a huge e-dick about their join date.
So please accept my sincere apology for the attack. Whatever it was that irritated me caused me to jump to a false conclusion about you. I'm honest though and will freely admit that it was in fact a false conclusion so yeah. My bad.
In post 12691, MagnaofIllusion wrote: In post 12689, Cerberus v666 wrote:Fyi, it's unlikely that drixx will avoid doing things he wants to do just to avoid you. He's not one to give someone else power over him.
Oh that wasn't meant as a request of him, just a statement. I know better than to expect effort from whiny self-entitled special snowflakes ...
I always try my hardest, and put in extra effort to mend fences if I offend someone. I am, in fact, the exact opposite of a "special snowflake". Cerb can vouch that I have a rather low opinion of myself.
And if you doubt what I'm saying about no grudges and hug it out/shake hands and move on, you can ask Titus. We had the ugliest interaction I've ever been a part of online in Space Dandy 2, and we got over it and moved on. She's helping me design a game right now even. Like ... you won't find anyone quicker to let the water pass under the bridge than me, I don't think.
After sleep, I'm like only 10% as mad at Mastin as I was. I don't want to pick at that scab. I don't see any upside whatsoever to explaining why it made me legitimately angry, especially since that anger is quickly fading.
@Varsoon: Our Hydra PT is done but post #49 should be redacted. I see no upside to my explanation of why I was so enraged being publicly viewable. It's not that I would mind people knowing about my circumstance ... it's just that I can't see it doing anything positive, and I can think of several ways it could be very negative. Please redact and then our PT is ready to be read.
@all:
We tend to be very blunt when we're talking, Cerb and I. I removed a few things that I felt were just pure venting (we felt like we were endgamed like 2 months ago and literally laid out to Varsoon why and asked him to end the game, so obviously the last two months were pretty rocky), but I also left stuff in that might be borderline. Please know that if you see something in there that is negative about you ... there's literally not a person in this game that I wouldn't play with again and what you're seeing is the product of stress and the need to vent it. As much as we both try to be rational, all human beings have emotions, and it has to go somewhere. (Although, Cerb sometimes makes me wonder ...)